I do not have a choice

It is going to be 3am in the morning, and I know it is the time for us to be on bed so "early" in the morning. But I have just finished a wonderful movie, Devil Wears Prada. I am also a fashion lover in this world. I believe that the outer beauty of a person is very important because it gives the first impression of you to other people. For those who does not care of their "look", I am sorry to say that, you are living in your own world that only you in your world. It is so important that how is the first impression that you give to other people. I won't wear a slipper and shorts for an interview. Because I know I will be jobless for the entire of the life if I wear this for an interview(except for toilet cleaners). So people, tidy yourselves and get back to the reality.

From this movie, there is a phrase "I do not have a choice". Yes, we always do not have a choice. But when you think depper and deeper, actually we do have a choice. Just we do not have the guts to make the choice. Some people like me, always running away from the world by just speak out this words easily, "I do not have a choice, they make me to do this!" NO ONE can control your life, I think. This is your life, you are the one who choose how your life got to be, not he, not she and definately not they. Do not change your life just because of them.

Sometimes, people work too hard just to get a wonderful life, wearing Prada, Gucci and bla bla bla.. But when you ask about their love life and their family, they will give you a look, a look with a lot of ????? This is because they do not know what is happening to their beloved family. When is their children's birthday and how many years they had married. No, some people they know nothing. Is it a wonderful life? I do not think so. People, can you stop working for just 5 minutes and ask a question, " How is your day, my son?" This will change everything.

My final exam is just next week, I am trying to give myself a lot of excuses not to study. I studied for 20 times, I am tired, I am stressed, and bla bla bla.... Even sometimes I tell myself I need to clean the bathroom but end up with doing nothing. I do have a choice to study, but I just running away by using excuses. Why don't I just sleep and wake up early in the morning to study? Good night.